I turned 37

I turned 37 today.

I have mixed feelings.

On one hand I can feel this year already being a year of growth for me. I can feel God preparing me for something—I hope it’s to work more on the app He called me to make. But on the other hand I’m feeling burnout. I feel unsuccessful and the need for change.

Funny enough this past year was been nothing but change. Getting married to my best friend. Taking her last name. Of course moving in together. Selling my car. Actually launching an app I made. And to top it off my Dad chose conditional love and in turn I set boundaries.

I now have daddy issues… haha.

All I wanted to do was make my dad proud. Now I get to just make God and the people that actually care about me proud.

I definitely feel more change coming. Change in the form of growth for me. Growing to be stronger, smarter, and wiser.

I know God is helping me for what’s next. And maybe just maybe that happens all this year.